Ive been extremely sick the past week and have been completely unable to finish this post the way I wanted to so some of the “yesterdays” or “tomorrows” may not make sense so bare with me 🙂 Happy to be back!
What you think,
What you feel,
What you imagine,
I really have no idea where to even begin. I have had the absolute BEST week I have had in a very very long time! If you count Sunday- Sunday, starting last week with Kyndall and Bailey, it’s the most perfect amazing week.
Except my feet.
Sooooo swollen! Halppppp meeee! 😩 I’ve been spending so much time trying to figure out why they are so swollen and puffy. My oncologist said to elevate them every time I’m sitting down, but to remain ambulatory as much as I can as well…. Keeping your feet above your heart is so hard! I am entirely way to much of a busy body to do so, so the whole “ambulatory” statement was exciting for me 😉
How I feel 🙈😂 ^^
My slippers are worn out from me wearing them in public every single day.
Edit: I ended up stubbing my toe and blood went everywhere so I could no longer wear the ONLY shoes that fit me. 😑
Edit: I saw my primary care physician and got medicine to fix this issue 😜 ALL BETTER!
Anyyyyways! Enough about my feet 😑😖
Got this book from my girl Becca and am super stoked to start reading it and learn more about each topic it covers. Look out world. IM ABOUT TO FIND MY THIRD EYE ONCE AND FOR ALL!
Ive also been really into these books lately as well super good and easy to read and follow! Check them out ☺️
Not only was I blessed enough to have two really great friends buy my tickets to 💜Russ Liquid💜 Griz and Glass animals last week, my super sweet Friends Oscar and Kelly invited me to MODEST MOUSE 🙂 I felt like the luckiest girl in all of Tulsa. I was SO excited and couldn’t wait for them to get in town.
Let me interrupt real fast- I stopped at OZ before the show just to kill time while waiting on them and bought this super dope Steal your Thunder shirt. I. Am. Obsessed! I guess a bunch of other sports teams have made these their team logos and combining them with the grateful dead… I guess I don’t get out much. But I love it so much I even wore it to church this morning!
Back to Modest Mouse. It was absolutely beautiful, and they sounded spectacular. I was so happy to be there with two of my sweetest friends dancing the night away. I love Cains ballroom for many many reasons, I never thought the bleachers on the sides would be one of them. I can sit for a little bit if I’m tired.. Or stand on them and see above the whole crowd and be eye to eye with anyone on stage. My heart was so full 💜
Thank you again Oscar and Kelly for inviting me! Xo!
Saturday morning came bright and early- as usual lately with the way my brain works. My love bug Cade, has the most wonderful family who I have grown to love as my own. It didn’t take very long.
His Momma, Good friend, Sister and I loaded up at 6:30 am to go visit him. Four hours there, four hours back, and even five minutes with him is completely worth it.
Even though I got far longer than that. I love him so much and am so excited for him to be living in Tulsa with me. He is the love of my life and I absolutely adore him and thank God for him every day.
Today was perfect. We spent the morning with the Lord and I got to enjoy my family and my other favorite Family worshiping together.
Then I got to enjoy Mi Cocina. And Zane. I’ve missed you, chips and salsa. It was perfect patio weather today so we enjoyed the beautiful weather as well!
Shopping was perfect. It was one of those days where you… Find everything you love. You know? One of those days where everything fits perfectly.
ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN YOU CHECK THE PRICE TAG AND ITS WAY LESS THAN YOU IMAGINED IT TO BE.
Yeah, it was perfect. Not to mention spending it with three ladies who have the exact same taste in clothes and décor as I do. I am so so happy and excited about my purchases as well as the ones purchased for me.
I am so so excited to decorate a place for Cade and I. I can’t wait to make it super cute and comfy and for it to not look like a bunch of young adults who are barely getting by live there- LOL
Don’t look at my bed..
I got to see very good friends, spend time with three women who are very important to Cade and I, and spend time with my parents and Mariah. Not to mention looking Into the eyes of my sweet kind hearted man. —->
SAPPY I KNOW. IM MOVING ON NOW.
<—–And shop. How did I almost leave my favorite past time out?!
Actually I’m not so sure if it’s my favorite anymore…
I think I have officially become a book worm. I’m so okay with it.
Cades sweet momma got me this book and I’m also very excited to start it. I’ve created a waiting list of books I own and want to read “next.” It’s such a tough choice! 😁
^^If anyone has read this, please send me your thoughts!^^
I spend the afternoon with my sweet friend Bailey again. I am so blessed that God put her in my life and allowed her to be a teacher and mentor for me. I would be completely lost without her guidance and compassion. Even being confined to a wheel chair she cooked me the most amazing organic tortilla soup. And wouldn’t even let me help! 😩 God really spoiled me when he gave me you.
My parents and I head back down to MD Anderson on Thursday for my post treatment MRI And results on Friday. I know Jesus is carrying me through all of this and has a big big plan for me.
Im not done yet. Not even close.